Moved back to Long Beach. Not entirely happy with the move but it is a better place to be at. It feels weird, like a limbo. I feel like all of my friends are in the valley while I have to reconnect with the people here. It’s not the most important thing in my life right now though. What the most important things in my life are, I’m still figuring it out. There are things I need to do, keeping motivated to do what I need is one of them. My current goal is graduate school, I gotta keep my eye on that instead of getting distracted with superficial things here. Stay happy. 🙂
We are never truly alone, despite the overwhelming strength of our loneliness. I need to tell myself this everyday. No one else can peer inside my mind but me, so it gets isolated in here sometimes. But thats what we need, a place to call our own where no prying eyes will reach. Despite being awake at hours socially considered unacceptable to even think bout being outside, but I’m never the only one walking outside alone.